Monday, October 10, 2011

Dear...( )

I liked you better when you were overweight, you weren't lying to yourself then
I liked you better when you would tell me about your life and not leave me left out because you thought I was naive.
I liked you better when you had a testimony
I liked you better when we were friends and not just acquaintances
I liked you better when you cared about my life as much as I care about yours
I liked you better when we had things in common
I liked you better when you treated yourself with respect
I liked you better when you weren't lying to me point blank
I liked you better when we were friends
I liked you better when you were comfortable in your own skin and didn't have to be someone else
I liked you better before...now I don't know who you are and it makes me sad that you may be one of the people that was only supposed to be in my life for a long period of time and then disappear.

I hope life works, I hope you are happy, I hope you are making the right decisions (even though I know you're not) I hope you live up to who you can be one day, you are amazing right now but I know there is more to you than you want to put energy into.

The easy way was never eternal happiness only temporal. I'll be here when you want to come back, like I always have been.

1 comment:

Sarah Anne said...

Oh...this is very sad. It's hard, isn't it, when you see a person change into someone you never imagined they would become. I'm really sorry, my friend. Things will get better though. It takes time, but it does get better. I can promise you that. <3