It's hard when you feel like you don't understand someone, when the actions they chose to effect more than themselves. It's a partnership, don't you know it's meant to be a cohesive unit, tied together with more than tape and glue. Each moment is surrounded by a "what if", "will I be seeing you", or "I didn't realize what I did". Countless hours of fairytale immersion, which gives way to fantasy unattainable in this life.
Each day, I love you more---each day you crawl away.
Each day, I wait for you ---each day you don't know how long I wait.
Each day, I worry, wonder, wish, support, will, and surrender.
Each day I try to understand---
understandably, each day, I'm not able to.
