Stuck

I feel a little stuck. Not in all aspects of life, but just school. This is ridiculous! I am not in my third year of school and just finishing credits for my associates degree...in university studies. I don't know what I want to do with my life still and I'm lazy and don't really want to delve into anything. Because what if I don't like it? What if I get into even more debt for lack of not knowing what to major in. Ugh. I wish sometimes that I could go back a few years, have an older sibling and watch them do what they were supposed to do, so that I would know what I was supposed to do...like take AP classes or college courses in high school. But no looking back now, right? I guess i'm just mad at myself for not taking school very seriously these past couple years. I have gotten into the same rut that I got myself into in high school. Where I see the easy way out, that really won't do me any good. This is the big leagues now Brianna, can't you see that?
Apparently not, because you're still slacking off and still in the rut of you don't want to do anything in your life. I think i just need a week where I look around at jobs and really decide something. I'm going to give myself a time limit. I think that by the end of March 2010 I am going to decide what I am majoring in and go for it. And if it turns out I don't like it, i'll look to my second pick and go for that. well here's to finding out what to be in life...What do I want to be when I grow up...?